Please help me! anyone out there?! im really troubled. (serious)?

What you have to do is forget the past and stop trying to erase your problems with drugs. Your a smart person. Anyone can change their life and become someone great, important even a role model but its all on you and how you make that change. Try finishing high school and go to college atleast community college. Stop wasting your money on drugs it wont ever help you move forward just back or even into a graveyard. Look at your father and brother do you want to become them thats the question you have to answer to become someone an important someone.