What do I do now??????

i feel alone, like crazy alone i found out tonight that my group of friends that i've been close with all through high school and into uni hate me and talk about me behind my back. I could never explain the extent of their hate or what they say but it hurts. There's this one guy who recently became part of our little group or whatever and he fuels them. He brings up past events where i've been in the wrong and gets them all excited. I found out tonight from one friend that they've all been planning to give me an 'intervention'. But not truly in the sense of the word because interventions are suppose to spout good and change what is wrong but they just want an excuse to vent their anger with me and attack me. If its one thing i learned in psych cl its group think. They will gang up on me. Tonight i was warned but now i am friendless except that one. We've been a group of friends for such a long time i'm afraid i'll implode without them but i don't want to be friends with people who like to my face and hate me behind my back. I don't even understand how it happened. Everyone does stupid sh*t right? everyone in our group does something stupid once in a while and its forgiven and forgotten but i guess that's not the case for me, even if its something trivial. They said that i pretend to be drunk, which is not true. The proof of that matter is that when i was really drunk i broke down crying and told some of my friends..well 2 of them that I was biual something I would have never done sober. At the time i didn't even know if it was true or not. I've kissed the odd person, i've said the stupid things, i've danced around all the things that most of them do when they are either high or drunk. I just don't understand why they don't like me. I haven't changed i'm myself around them, i do what i normally do and say what i normally say i'm good to them, i think about them and i share my life with them and they don't care. I'm so loyal its almost disgusting and they don't like me anymore. Tonight i lost my best friends, being around them is going to hurt me emotionally and drain me physically i want them around but not at the cost of my feelings. Knowing that they hate me, knowing that at any moment they could just attack my character, bash my personality and tear apart a friendship I help build over so many years will damage me and i can't let that happen. But now the fear lies in what i'm supposed to do next. Its my fault for not having anyone but them. I now have No friends except one, the one who told me all of this but come september he's back at uni distances away from us. I know this is all bogus and most of this is just venting but the venting and crying and all of this would normally be done on the phone, me talking to my best friend, but i don't have one anymore. Since this is Y!A answers i guess i have to ask something yeah? So what do i do now?